alas I was only just beginning to know what a great guy he was... great attitude.. great content...
his posts often made me smile with appreciation and humor...

he has found his way back before.. i hope he does again !

cheers xsze and happy trails wherever they lead

 

Xsze do a lot of things with an emotional response, without thinking, its good and its bad.
Who does remember the topics that he started and immediately asked for a moderator to erase it.
This site is important for him and he have energy to debate 50 threads at the same time, no one can do the same right?
But its a trap for him too, if you spent all the time here its unproductive for making music, maybe inspirational.
I hope he finds the TAO, balance without needing the erase for new starts, but restart every day without killing his history.
Embrace yourself mate!

 

very well said.. he was very artful and careful and thoughtful in the things he brought to the site.. it saddens me that
he takes that old route of deleting / destroying his good work, well let's hope it's still on a hard drive somewhere !

shine on xsze

 

Man you make me curse ....
Seriously? Again you leave? I wanted to get back to you ages ago, was September in Norway for a project.
Also, couldn`t manage to clean up the memes thread, yet. Shitty reminder and bad grammar, will do soon.
Without you the place is lacking something.
Take care.

 

Man it's a pitty. I really hope xsze reconsiders after the dust has settled.

 

Xsze was like a best Internet friend to me & a blood brother at birth in person, i was amazed when he made contact with me again, after taking some time off, and since kept intouch, this will be his second time vanishing within the interwebs lurking occasionally, maybe the third time will be a charm (finger crossed).

X when you see this message remember you were always loved here and will continue to be until the end of time.

 

I know my friend, we had a blast, occasionally drop by to see what you all are doing, this place changed a lot, now seeing some active member's are leaving too, it's natural course of events, when you give something your time, soul and heart, you really get attached to it and when it doesn't work out as you imagined, you feel bad about it and move on.

I left first time because I felt betrayed, second time because I couldn't stand to see Cat crucified and everyone who came for his blood, even made my own forum after that, but never had time or willpower to go with it, dunno, there was momentum here at one point, so many amazing folks, making music still thing for nerds, so much respect and innocent fun, guess everything changed, old friends left, new came, new generations, lousy attitudes and mindsets, no respect...

Maybe whole forum platform is dying slowly in favor of social media, people with their real or artist names trying to connect/gain recognition, not perfect, but still more honest and respectful to each other like real colleagues, thing we had in golden age of AS, everyone was so kind and helpful, there was one snarky resident guy, forgot his name, but he is nice guy too and famous TM who spammed all the time, but it was heaven on earth nonetheless, I was 24/7 into music and forum, always will remember that times.

Xsze

 

Wow! a blast from the past right there

 

Welcome back Old X if only for a short while.

 

Thanks for warm welcome, doubt I will have time to participate more or have anything valuable to offer really.

 

Hey that's a matter of opinion X. We all have something to offer. No matter how little.

 

Hey boss, glad to see you, it was huge pleasure to work with you, you will always have deepest respect from me.

 

Hi @Old X too!
Still have the fanfare I composed for you those years ago.

 

Awesome my friend, hope you are doing good.

 

Hello old friend, nice to hear from you

Unfortunately your words ring true, and I suspect agent provocateurs are actively trying to destroy everything that is good, but once you understand about reality nothing can defeat you

 

Likewise, have a blast my friend.