With help from my family, and the pretty good substance abuse care we have here in Sweden. I have Subuxone prescribed (mix of buprenorphine/naloxone) which is a weaker alternative to methadone. I started with methadone just to ride out the worst of withdrawals, and when I was on a low enough dose I switched over to Subuxone. Has worked out great so far.

 

@passeee I could only answer to this with a lot of "depends". People should learn that world is not black and white. This b/w vision is killing our society. so...

depends on the drug - what type. depends on the girl - one nighter or possible long term, she already demands stuff like that? red flag there. depends on you - like this girl more than drugs? is she worth it? are you ruining your life with drugs or just using on weekends for relaxation or creativity? a spliff could actually make sex better and more relaxed. Heavier drugs... it depends. these are all parts of the equation. It's definitely not b/w.

 

I get more orgasms dancing and making love with music than I ever had with women yet while on xtc or mdma. But then some people start getting really annoying, insecure boys with compensate needs especially. Found out that the more underground you go, the more people portrait themselves as the standard bearer of "goodness", the more annoying people/m³ you'll find.
As painful as it may sound, I found more loving people in 1 w-e of Tomorrowland than in 10y of underground parties. And everyone is fucked up the same at both places.
Sex is great, love is better