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Discussion in 'Our Music' started by dtmd, Oct 26, 2018.

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    Choices seem to be narrowd down to..a) marrying a doctor..b) moving to a country that will enable doctor visits within a realistic period of time, or..C) listen to Terence McKenna 24/7 simultaneously to and in addition to everything and anything else that you feel you need to do in order to tick away the moments of the day. At one point C worked for me.

    Mozel tov and blessings this Day Of The Dead.

     
  2. dtmd

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    Nah. Just ignore it. It works every time. Until. Were all on borrowed time. I died once (3 time in a row, actually), but, as still present, it doesn't count. At all. Methinks. McKenna and silly, ignorant Bob, worked any-many times, but - when shit hits the fan, when "I could not care less, it's all that we see or seem, nothing but a dream within a dream, attitude", formed and functional only in blessing of conformity, show as not so resonant when it's time to prove thesis - then it's like some understandable but meaningless glossolalia. Bitching is just another way of re-focusing. Of anything but ignoring. Then, it doesn't work. It's all good. Untill it isn't. Let's not be black.

    Does anyone have someone (similar.. besides gaslamp killer) on/in mind, when listening this 'bestial fucks'?






    Much obliged in advance.

     
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    Me? I am? Me-me-me.. Nah. This guys are concise, precise, focused....
    I'm just tinnitus provocateur, and high-pitched sound, ear wax remover.

    Here, a free sample of my service. No beats were harmed in the making of this sampler.
    For treatment be effective, one must endure whole 14.5mins.
     
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    Some creative way for taming (not cliping) 'self-oscillated filters'? "Multiband-ing" is not satisfactory.
    Btw, here is some solid, free, (MCS6) mb compressor, by some - I guess - balkan boy.
     
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    Loved these drifting ambient mind-scapes dtmd :mates:
     
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    Loved the 2nd and 3rd tracks. Wonderful imagination, creativity and originality. You should have a recording deal. The childish diatribe? Please save it for your own thougths, I nearly vomited reading it.
     
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    WOW!!!!!!!
     
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    so you livin in the EU....:mad:i guess...next year you wait 3 months for a specialist appointment in first world country...tschaka..:suicide:

    check out maria treben book....the old version....and colloidal silver,EM-a ,drink organic hemp oil ,drink organic olive oil ...bla²
    pharma kills...nature not....:hillbilly:
     
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    In 20 years of fiddling with audio, I never finished a single track. So.. 'record deal' is kinda out of the question. All 'tracks' posted are some way to kinda organise stuff. Giving a project some pretentious name (numerous daws, numerous clips, numerous.. 20+- years) doesent helps. Especially with dementia progressively involved. Recorded chunk of 'preview audio', who's name matches ('live/stone/floops.. prcfak999') project, helps. A little. But even that, at some point, it's not important. It's not about 'product'. It's all about (fiddling) process. About moment. That moment of ('taking dictation') servitude. "J'écoute". Of letting internal cacophony of everything existentialistic, evaporates for brief period. Like meditation, kinda. Letting yourself dive into the sea of numbers, calculations, ideas manifestations.... About 'childish diatribe'. If you're almost vomited reading it, imagine - or not - what will be like to live it?
    Nah.. Nature kills - everyone and/or everything that lives. Its that, kinda 'nasty'. And, there is no such 'thing', as 'unnatural'.
     
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    First track reminds of something cEvin Key would do, sorta. I haven't listened to Music for Cats in a while, think I'll do that. If you like crazy, you might like that.
     
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    In that 'track', one sampler was ping-pong looping cat purring, which 'can be clearly distinguished' @ 13:25 + . Fine ear you've got there. :wink:



    Biggie for the tip. Me likey..
     
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    Nasty ??? I think there's no "nasty" or "good" in there. It's only tthe way it works

    But more important: try to finish your tracks please

    Dear Mr Shoppehauer, we need your help ! (prived joke . . .or not)
     
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    well... are you?
    and, if you are, what the hey anyway!
     
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    Well, according to an ultimate objectivity, there seems to be no good or bad in nature. It may destroy all life in the universe and the universe itself, or ...maybe even nature, or reality or the singularity it comes from , or the void....could destroy itself and even that self-destruction could not be objectively called "bad"...
    But for LIFE, there is good and bad, and nature produced life. For all living things are suspended between good and bad, and without both all life would fall into the void. That may seem a twisting of facts to be poetic, but it is true. Life seems to be "striving"...to expend energy to live and to live to propagate. So, even at a crude level there is good and bad (what kills or helps in survival) for each species and for individuals within groups.
    It is a good attitude to be at peace with the setup. Nature has no bad or good INTENT. There is no god to blame, no big plan to fight against ... no reason to resent how things are by nature...
    Yet as humans, even allowing we are without ultimate free-will, we can hold each other responsible at the level to which we are ourselves responsible. We are social life and our rules are what we make. We have avoided so much of natures brutal rules with our cultures but have a long way to go by our idealistic standards.
    But keeping in mind that, as products of nature, ultimately all is good , if it is anything, according to nature's nature.
    If we disappear tomorrow due to an asteroid...well whose planet, IS this, anyway...whose universe ?
    Whose forum is this? All moral judgments to whoever these things belong, or of which they are part.
    As humans our morals are for ourselves, and nature has given us the means to make them and improve them as we go forward according to our likes and dislikes. Nature has allowed us to hold our morals more valuable than nature's own crude basic morals...
    So is it an impossiblity...to have morals within an amoral nature? Is it somehow an error that we can question, within nature which has no need for questions? Is our intellect with the accompanying imagination an insanity within a logical nature?
    Well it is difficult at times to hold those opposing ideas at once. It means keeping each in a hand and never dropping either .. never giving too much weight to either lest we lose balance... That is our situation, perhaps unfortunate, but perhaps actually interesting if one need not act on either position...and who does, except to take a side and fight ... over an impossibility.
    ... errrrmmm ... What was the question, again? :unsure:
     
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    I don't remember either.
    Peace is an high hope (I'm referring to Floyd . . . . Pink Floyd)
    Keep hope man.
     
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    This is good stuff, do you have lossless FLACs of it by any chance, or an album or something? Or is this just a collection of loose individual tracks?
     
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    What is life? All life? Human life? Individually? Collectively? We, humans, are nature - not in nature? Are we blader, pancreas, skin, prostate.. cancer of life as wholeness? Or that kind of false grandiose, is just our fragile intellect, provoking some kind of mind fucking self-mockery? 'Technology' evolves on hairy animal back. Animal intellectual enough, for the task. What happens when "manmade, unnatural, artificial" technology surpass need for animal back? Compute logical operation? What happens with ant colonies, when man is building a road (of progress)? We are just a short-term speck of semi-intelligent dust.

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    Your flesh is a relic; a mere vessel.
    Hand over your flesh, and a new world awaits you.
    We demand it."



     
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