Stryves; one way or/and another if you're consuming (pharma + self/medicating with) herb, just don't. At least, until this "alternate state of reality" (if...) passes by. And, refill those "big pharma" motherfuckers, hoarder style, if you can. One can never know (anything), right?

 

good luck! what are you taking? if you dont mind me asking.

my wife is in a similar situation. she is still able to get her drugs though. she has been getting her meds down over the last year though so her problem will not be even nearly as bad if it comes to it.
she knew this was coming since july 2019 though, so she had an advantage. there are still things she needs though, and if it does become difficult to get then i guess i will be robbing the pharmacies

edit: is your post running okay? maybe somebody here can help you out.

 

That would be natural, base level, primar state of human behaviour. Purest, self state. Self-preservation. Me guessing, our master/s have solution for that kind of lawlessness scenario. And it might be something (special) in form that no one could imagine. Microwaves ovens are heating food, by agitating (dielectric heating) water molecules, right? Other frequencies can resonate oxygen molecules. It's all about frequencies, as many synth/oscilloscope freaks here, may (or may not) imagine. Interesting times, for sure. Flesh cymatics, for (trying to) robbing the pharmacies.

 

I really hope you can handle these tough times as well as possible. I mean it.
Cheers pal, and a hug.

 

Dear Styves,

IMO sharing your feelings, trouble and fears here is a very courageous move.

I'm feeling bad for you and I really hope that the community here will help a bit
to maintain the level of braveness (not sur of this word) you need to go through this.

I wish I could take more of your pain. (really)
And I wish you the best. (same for your family)


PS
I've also big problems, to make it short, I'm afraid of everything, I don't go outside
since 2016 (but only for my medicine).
Sometimes I post a comment here, but never look back if there's an answer, coz negative
comments make me feel horrible.
So my appearence on AS is always a one shot, sorry.

 

@Stryves, just want you to know - You are NOT alone!

I know it doesn't help much.. maybe a bit coping with fear, maybe knowing some people totally understand your situation.

Try to concentrate on "logistics". Think of anyone who could help you find a way to sort the things out, aso.. I know it is hard to focus, when fear is present and your thoughts are racing. But, let's try hard!

Sending lots of love.. we can make it! We will make it! <3

 

The really sad thing about medicines is that they are not cures, they are remedies to ease pain or alter the workings of the organs, nervous system, brain, such as releasing endorphin, oxytocin, serotonin, dopamine, and cortisol (the one that causes your body to go into panic-mode!). All drugs come from plants and they are not permanent cures, they only work while the drug is in your system, then you need to keep taking it. Nor do the medicines help you find the cause of your dis-ease. Stryves's problem is serious but physical. Your medicines are only making you feel better. What you should be doing is finding the cause of your problem. It is most likely to be psycological, but it could also be physical in origin, such as something physical in the brain is not working as it should. I hope you follow me. It could be imagined fears generated by e.g. over-production of Cortisol. Search for the cause.

 

i worked in a psychiatric hospital. psychotropic drugs of course were a huge thing. i gave out tons of it myself to people. antidepressins were very effective and saved many lives. psychiatry, neurology is still in the beginnings. Antypsychotic drugs often came w a high price for the patient. i mean they were not harming themselfes or others anymore and the brain could work again in normal mode so threatment would even be possible. Atipsychotic drugs had huge impact in reducing violence. You can treat a patient with way less violent methods wich is very good if you compare treatments 50 years ago that were pure torture. Sometimes family members came to visit the patients, who were not psychotic anymore, but they really walked around like zombies and the relatives were like daaaamn wtf have you done to my son. a high price. psychiatrists often give out meds without imaging procedures. with your lungs or livers thats a different story. strange.
we know very little about how a brain works. but depression can be cured very well w meds and with a serious depression there is no other way. the mortality rate is like cancer. for psychotic things at least violence could be reduced. every thing is complex. the cause. everything. its a human. not a machine. but we really have to to function like a machine. in the future there will be more and more people suffering under mental problems. disorders of personality cannot be cured just like that.
The studies, the theories, the concepts of health and such things are very interersting. The work is hard. In a Hospital i always was the nice guy. In a psychiatric institution you are the asshole often. People attack you, spit on you, often people that are in a state that police cant handle them. It was hard when you just have to fix someone quickliy just that they function again in two weeks, so that its cheap, but then they return in an enviroment where problems still exist and you know this is no solution for a long time...one could prevent many suicides if you would have time and money for the people.
I wish people had more acceptance for patients. In fact discrimination exists among the population.
If you visit a Psychiatric Hospital in Palestine once, I bet you go home with ptsd. like here in the beginnings. eclectro shocks all that good stuff. But there is just no knowledge and no money. they try their best with nothing. In an enviroment that is like afghanistan. thats hard to take man. but also here in europe if I took a friend there to show my work. they were shocked. scared. walked away. I couldnt do that crazy stuff they say.
Yeah me too. It has affected me a lot. People jumped out of windows, in front of trains, overdosed, drank poison, set themselves at fire, raped the nurse, minor junkies pimpin minor girls, murderers, jails ... sheeeesh

i always wanted to see real life but its difficult to cope with lol

 

@Rockseller that was an interesting if chilling testimony about working with people with psychiatric problems, and yes, thank god we no longer beat up and abuse 'mad people' held in dungeons. We now treat them and help them, but as you say, there is is still not enough knowledge about the workings of the brain and body. Medical science will make a huge and hugely joyful leap forward when they start to consider that the human being is made up of much more than the body we see. I believe that we are souls having a human experience. I believe there are energy centres in the body that, when out of alighnment will cause all sorts of problems on the physical. Doctors need to bring in new types of treating and curing people. That time is now.

 

There's nothing iffy about that whatsoever, messages do sometimes make a 'buzzy' sound through the TV or radio waves a fraction before you get them. Sometimes that buzzy sound happens and you wait around for a message that doesn't arrive too!

 

Man that's deep. I had to read it a couple of times to get my noggin' around it!

 

And sometimes, sound that precedes the (grandpa calls) message, can be indication of rather sooner than later, long dead grandpa manifestation. Crawling around ceiling fan in circles, with knife in his fake teeth.....

 

Yeah sure. A person suffering from schizophrenia just needs to chuck all their meds and drink herbal tea. Give me a fucking break.

 

is simply true but relativ...my chemist doctor did fck me hard with a chemical drug...i need years to get away from...heart is fcked from...panic attacks in past ...stuff bla bla...it did not go with nor without anymore...heart rythm disorders bla

i kno so much dudes who fckt for life thru chems from chemist doctors
but hell we need to prohibit CBD

its not bout ego..its bout information...
i piss on my ego...im nothing...

i didnt protect rorer ...i was against chem sheep brainwashtists...(not stryves not the other member who depend on pharma meds)
ps i think too stryves need meds from pharma woohhoo...how can this be...

this all is complex and we all talk just unecessary stuff here instead off bla bla
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btw az : ''would you look into organteq'' is no request and did get upvote from u...thats interesting

 

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yes it is. because protecting your family is built into our blood. they can do what they like to me, i dont care. i accepted death many years ago

 

Gyro, why the heck would you even add/mention that here? Baffling. I'd quote you but I learnt my lesson from the other day.

 

I spent most of the day manual labor with my son. My recording studio in the basement flooded, a toilet on the main floor busted yesterday that drove me into the spiral. All those panels went into the garbage... I'm not cleaning that crap out of them haha.

Either way, walls cleaned and sterilized, even added the guest listening area so I can record others down the road and help with vocal lessons. Yesterday was really bad... Today was much better. Thanks to everyone I didn't respond too, Just further proof we all suffer, we all need hope, and really sometimes it's just changing the BPM. Some, it's the instruments. Some it's the osc type...

For me... It was the toilet waste water acoustic panels. That hit the spot.

 

without meds ?

 

Yeah without meds. I focused my attention to simple tasks. There's no speculation or distraction. There's a reason I wasn't on here much today.

Edit: I can go 12 hours without meds, so no jumping to conclusions. There are other issue's, but there are some things too personal for forums.

 

its all good telling people to get off the meds etc,

glad today was better <3
same question as gyro, no meds?

glad you made use of your toilet roll lined walls