This is just a discussion, and when he was man enough, he would private MSG me.

 

Please don't take this the wrong way but you can see from the initial post that someone is suffering. If you cannot be helpful, please at least stop behaving like a spoilt argumentative child!

 

Hang in there dude, hope you get sorted ok.

 

Or you could... You know... Pm him... *head falls to desk*

 

you are doing the right thing speaking up, let folks who can be supportive be there for you.
i know first hand that while i dont know your issues, i do know that none of us (well, unless someone has the same issue) can really relate. all we can do is be here and let you know your not alone.

try to connect with folks local to you about it, because there might be local services and groups who can help in other ways. like the doctors office who was prescribing, your church. best wishes

 

Dude, are you serious? The OP is more of a man than you will ever be when he shared his most personal problems with us. And he IS taking it like a Hercules!
And you still want to discuss it your way?

Please get out if you even don't have some empathy inside!

 

I'm sure I read somewhere in the Lancet that chamomile tea is a cure for schizophrenia.

But it only works on those enlightened enough to comprehend its curative complexity.

Unfortunately it has zero impact on arseholes.

 

Well, confirmed troll is confirmed.

So I'll explain a little further for anyone interested in something else... I take meds because I really believe I can hear text messages before they arrive. Now, the confusion is I can hear the frequency of sms messaging. It's been proven, I even let my wife know something is coming in.

But that's where the line blurs. I think I can hear other things as well. I do hear voices, I do have personalities that take over and drive. Who I am now would ... Not have posted this. So why did I?

Well... I've been unable to refill for over a week. I've been cutting my stock for what I have to cope with it. I know I'm losing, but sometimes it's not about failing but stumbling. Stumble and move forward. I'm always going to move forward and I hope everyone deal with their own hardships does as well. Life is really hard, and it was made 10x worse. We all relate to music so let's keep that harmony flowing.

 

Last edited: Mar 26, 2020

I understand, you have "personality disorders".
I once knew one guy that had that, and he switched from one person to another.
I banned him in my life becouse i knew he would go much stranger.
Are you a cook by the way? working in a restaurant?

 

Come on guys ban this Rorer dude, how is he still allowed to post in this site?

 

It's interesting, one of the covers I've always wanted to nail was Wind by Yoshio Akeboshi. So I've been working on it all day. If you think I'm crazy, look at our conversation on this matter, and look at these lyrics. I'm not crazy, and I don't need fixing. I need music.

Cultivate your hunger
Before you idealize
Motivate your anger
To make them all realize
Climbing the mountain
never coming down

Break into the contents
Never falling down
My knee is still shaking
Like I was 12
Sneaking out the classroom
By the back door
A man rallied at me twice though
But I didn't care
Waiting is waisting for people like me

Don't try
To live so wise
Don't cry
'Cause your so right
Don't dry
With fakes or fears
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try
To live so wise
Don't cry
'Cause your so right
Don't dry
With fakes or fears
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end

You say
Dreams are dreams
I ain't
Gonna play the fool
Anymore
You say
'Cause I still got my soul

Take your time baby
Your blood need slowin' down
Breach your soul to reach yourself
Before you gloom
Reflection of fear
makes shadows of nothing
Shadows of nothing

Don't try
To look so wise
Don't cry
'Cause your so right
Don't dry
With fakes or fears
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end

Your still blind
If you see a winding road
Cause there's always
a straight way
to the point you see

Don't try
To look so wise
Don't cry
'Cause your so right
Don't dry
With fakes or fears
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end

'Cause you will hate yourself in the end
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end

 

Don't worry, it's reported to the mods.

 

the crazy thing about mental issues is people expecting from you that you act like there was no issue

 

it's not the issue, it's what you keeps from freedom. The trick is that you are conditioned in a thinking pattern that you have been programed with.

 

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Last edited: Apr 2, 2020

The book that you must write

 

Works for me.

Fin.

 

Give us a copy when you finished with that book.

 

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Last edited: Apr 2, 2020

Sorry everyone that tried to defend me. I felt it was my fault for posting this they got attacked.

Trolls pick their targets, I'm really sorry to anyone that this caused bad vibes for.