Hi world,

having read some really ugly acrid ugly discussions I've just decided to share my own experiences in trying to supply the community with audio sw - in joyful anticipation of getting hung, drawn and quartered.

I've always been the typical leecher bitch, downloading tons of sw of every description, most of which I neither needed nor used, never giving back anything to the community but moronically clicking every thanks button I saw. In my defence I have to point out that I've always tried to buy the sw I actually used as soon as I could afford.

When I began producing more or less seriously about one year ago my expenses increased with the result of gratefully owning some highly demanded by the community but never released by any team pieces of audio sw.

As thankfulness and respect IMHO are essential in order to live an overall satisfying life, as I happened to meet a very well known member of the scene who in person has released tons of whatever one can think of, I saw my golden opportunity to finally give something back to the community.

After six months of fruitless conversations, waiting weeks or months for every single answer (don't get me wrong here: I love this guy, he's awesome, and I am endlessly grateful for all the hard work release groups have endowed me!), in lack of adequate knowledge about the scene, and apparently too stupid to understand how to use the R2R encryptor in practice I finally gave up.

100% able to understand and to support sad decisions made by release groups I wiped some tears and stopped concerning about the topic when I read Catalyst's following statement

So once again agreeing I decided to give it one more try, finally found 0RGan1c's thread concerning this matter here on audiosex, dropped him a line and am looking forward to his answer. I would be absolutely enthusiastic to make my humble contribution, at least I've tried once more. We'll see what happens.

There is no further statement I want to make except the ones I've made already. Considering what the community gifted me with, and how the bulk of leechers react over and over again, never thankful, never appreciating, impertinent and apparently too stupid for the world, I can only thank those once more and be ashamed of the others.

As I still believe strongly in communities like this one I simply and very humbly wanted to share with you my own experiences. If only one person exists who will decide to draw some personal conclusions from them of any kind whatsoever, I'll be happy. If someone feels affronted please consider I'm anything but a native speaker. My motives are completely positive and well-meant.

All the best to everybody. Live! Love! Laugh!