I am a Roy van Bathoven.
No.
But if You are here You can listen to my Movie Soundtrack stylized crap.
If Your ears not bleeding after hearing this it's a miracle
That composition was not meant to be enjoyable

 

Last edited: Sep 20, 2020

Wow....after listening to a number of your 'productions' , I'd say somewhere between Laurie Anderson, Yoko and Moondog

Dammmmmmn!

 

I don't know it is a compliment or not :D
But I love You

 

after hearing it twice, I´m sure it describes my depression in a good way

 

I love it and call it post-dissonance.

 

It's interesting because I have depression too. The darkest period is already behind me but likes to come back sometimes with less force. I know the true meaning of emptiness and darkness.
When few years ago anxiety disorder and depression hits me hard I listened to these four songs.
I still have unpleasant feelings while listening to them.

 

This sounds like some American Psycho type shit. Like I can visualize a rich, successful guy, in a tailored suit, stabbing some poor girl repeatedly in the chest, and then sawing off her limbs, and ripping out her organs, putting them in zip lock bags, and then deep freezing them. While his kids and wife are clueless.

 

If someone curious or rather not
Here is how midi looks like

 

I'll be sampling the f*ck out your track, good job.

 

Sounds a like a mellower synth version of the theme from the old film... Psycho

 

Cool name for it! I know exactly what You talking about and it's perfect for psychological, thriller movies like @solo83 mention. Among other things it is intended to strengthen the disgust for what you see.

If You like feelings like this You should give a try and listen to Self Esteem Fund by Kelly Bailey.
It's a different type of "post-dissonance".

Imagine that You are alone in a secret research facility hidden deep underground with Super A.I. managing them, all staff left the facility because A.I. get out of control. They abandoned this place and thought there was no one left there alive. Now there is only You and Super A.I. which want to kill You in a sophisticated way. The only way to exit is through rooms with puzzles and death traps arranged by this Super A.I.

This track perfect strengthen sense of hopelessness, emptiness, loneliness, anxiety and sadness.